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[tboertih]

idk wut to think or who my friends are
tell me if u are my friend and tell me if u arent
i just wanna sort everything out
thanx
damn it u people r so...ugh

Comments

[magefire13666]

hee hee hee, ish I jur buddy?

[tboertih]

thats not up to me its up to u

[exitlife1378]

I am your friend... its just you come off as a poser... you seem to try to hard to fit in and it annoys the fuck out of me and other people. You have to learn when to stop trying so hard... I know you have self-esteem issues and all this stuff but you will have more friends if you don't try so hard. I am not trying to offend you I am juts telling the truth. Many people don't like you because of how you come off. Sometimes you just include yourself in our convos and we don't like it. I am tired of people talking shit about you... so I am telling you to your face.

[tboertih]

the reason i try so hard is because....you kno i really dont know anymore i dont mean to come off as anything just myself it just never rly works for me which is probably why i continue trying so hard i really dont know how i feel which is prob another reason for trying so hard another thing is that when i do intrude i dont realize and when people tell me theyre rude about it which makes me wanna try even harder and thank u for telling me and i guess i do come off fake because im not myself i wanna be wut people want me to be cuz i feel like theyll wanna be my friend if im the "perfect person" and yes i kno thats wrong but im wierd like that....who knos just lemme kno wuts going on and ill try cuz i rly hate that i cant trust anyone anymore

IM UR FRIEND!

[livndielonely]

IM UR FRIEND! FOR REAL THO, NIELLE IS RITE. YOU NEED TO STOP TRYING SO HARD. I CANT BELIEVE THAT! YOU ARE SUCH A KOOL PERSON!! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH...ITS JUST. AND IM BEING TRUTHFUL WITH YOU TOO...OK? SO DONT TAKE IT OFFENSIVELY CUZ I STILL LOVE YOU! <3 ...YOU TEND TO THINK THAT YOU ARE MY ONLY FRIEND..AND THAT IT DOESNT MATTER WHO IM TALKING TO I SHOULD JUST DROP EVERYTHING FOR YOU. WELL...IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY. IF IM TALKING TO A FRIEND, THEN LET ME FINISH TALKING OR WORK YOUR WAY INTO THE CONVO....

<3 YA BABE!
cHELSEA

Re: IM UR FRIEND!

[tboertih]

ok i honestly dont think that so stop telling me wut i think please that makes me rly mad the world doesnt revolve around me and i kno that i have more then 1 friend and i kno every1 else does too
and i do put something fake up cuz i feel inferior to others like the "real me" isnt good enough or something thanks tho chels im glad that u do kno me alot of people just dont give me a chance and they judge me which is wrong but w/e thanks ilu

im your friend

[anonymous]

Im your friend toreh. i will always be your friend. but the last 2 comments above ^^ r very true. people get freaked out bcuz ur come off really fake. u try to befrend some1 by not being yourself, or trying to be MORE of yourself. u overexaerate (sp?) and it becomes really annoying. u have little confidents in yourself and u need to have more. your a great person, you just need to show people the real tori and realize, that your friends might have other friends. u cant expect them to be right there at your hip 24/7 just incase u need a shoulder. all your friends r there for a shoulder... especially those who r "Friends forever" i got mad at you because of the stuff you did. u cant blame me. and you always tell me im gonna change. except you do it everytime... you do whats wrong bcuz its what everyone else is doing.. and you KNOW how it feels to b pressured... so do i, but thats the differance between me and you tor, its alot easier to say no for me, bcuz i dont have the worry of losing those friends over it. thats where confidence

Re: im your friend

[tboertih]

beth u kno me so well and u kno how hard it is for me to be me around people and this time u dont even understand how much ive already changed ilu so much and it really hurts that u per say judged me on my actions u kno i'll love u forever and u kno how hard i try to just be me its so hard tho damn im so pathetic i need a self help book lol i think im gonna read the purpose driven life and do the study i never finished it...if u wanna do it with me be my guest itd be awesome maybe we can even get a small group together to do it like u me and whitney maybe? wut do u say whit? u just kno how i feel so im not even gonna say it you kno how much people hurt me by small things and u kno how all i do is try to be a good person i love u forever we are friends forever elizabeth

ok.....

[chiquitin]

look, i try to be your friend. i really do but there are just some things you do that bug the shit out of me.and i dont handle things like most other people.all im going to say is that you should just do you and you wont have this problem

Re: ok.....

[tboertih]

o wow i didnt kno u had a LJ AJ as uve probably read its hard for me to just be me and i have a lot of self esteem and confidence problems because of my past which is why i try so hard no one really knos me but a few people and a few of them have taken wut i did and threw it away while i was in the middle of trying to fix things within my self and its made it a lot harder nowadays it takes alot of patients for people to be with me until i open up and start being myself just tell me if im being annoying and ill go away just be nice about it or i'll be hurt which will lead to me trying evem harder idk im wierd like that...obviously