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i never knew you were allowed to cry every night i didnt know it was possible to get satisfaction out of hurting people well now i know and now im gonna stop caring im gonna hurt the ones who deserve it and ruin lives i dont care anymore people have always thought it was ok to hurt me tease me mock me make fun of me and break my heart well its over ( Read more... )

well things have been getting better today i sorta felt like i was filling in for Jacquie during lunch she wasnt there and people actually talked to me and noticed me this weekend des and i are going to mardi gras friday nyt and saturday night shes going with victor and im going with SCTT peeps so we'll prob end up meeting up any ways but ya this ( Read more... )

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wow hilary and jacquie are being best friends today and leaving me out of everything i feel so shitty im gonna cry i feel like im not welcome and that im not wanted here so i came into the library so i cud be away from them...lyk they wanted ( Read more... )

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WOW i havent been here in a while well...im at skule in 4th blok and hillary told me to update so.....i am PS for those of u that dont kno her Hillary is one of my Best Friends its pretty much down to her Jacquie, Magen <

after last night i realized something i realized i dont have a best friend i dont even think i have a close friend isnt that just peachy keen well last nyt was weird and full of tears i slept until lyk 1:55 pm odd dreams passed through my mind last nyt if you asked me wut they were about i cudnt rly tell you but i cud tell you parts but w/e im over ( Read more... )

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