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And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard
And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now
i don't know if it's my mood or if that is actually as good of a song as i thought... but i loved it. it made me feel better & kind of answered some of my own questions. is that right? can a song do that?
i don't know. this night was long & definitely not what i expected or needed. i was hoping that tonight would be a night of fun & love... one of those nights that define life for you.
well... i guess tonight did define life for me. just in a different way than i had expected.
i don't think i have ever actually cried enough to run out of tears, but i did tonight.
according to peter, who was originally up for talking about it & listening to me, i am just "emo" like brandy. thanks. that really helped. yeah, today i cried without really needing to, but i don't do that 24/7 like you must think i do.
but truthfully, it was nice that people attempted to talk to me. that's all that really mattered.
tomorrow night, i am looking for some fun. i need something good to end this spring break with. it has been much too quick & much too empty. i think i have plans for tomorrow night, kk. hopefully they will tickle your fancy?
it's going to storm tonight. i can hear it. im glad. storms somehow always make me feel better. they let me see the beauty again.
i'm really not making sense. but then again, i haven't been making sense most of the night. i think that i am just drained & i should go to bed. but i really can't & it's probably too late to take kait up on a late night call. i don't feel like waking her up.
i guess this will all heal in time...
i need a good hug.
yes.
that's right.
i said it.
i won't punch whoever supplies it either.
no joke.
on another note... i really want this bikini. somebody should buy me it as a present! only kidding... but that would be cool.
go here!
http://www.neimanmarcus.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod16170264&parentId=cat7000731&masterId=cat840731&index=47&cmCat=