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On friday night katie and i went over my sister's house and we were all sitting at the kitchen table and all of a sudden tammy gets up and is like i need to go to the store and eddie is like do u want us to come with u and she is like no stay here and were all like ok that was werid and she left.... so then eddie katie and i went down to brian's ( Read more... )

So saturday went to work and just waited for a phone call that never came instead i got a text message that pissed me off so much it was joe texting me asking me what devin was doing in putnam....... i was just like how the fuck am i suppose to know....then it dawned on me he was getting his tatoo in putnam that is what he told me the other day so ( Read more... )

everboyd always says i cant wait to get out of high school but you know what when u get out u wnat to go back becuase you know that it's a safe familiar place..... now that high school is over i don't know what i am going to do.... it just doesn't feel right not getting up and gettting ready for school instead its work work work ( Read more... )

So the 21 st through the 25th i was just pretty much miserable and couldnt deal with my self at all that week or anybody i just wanted to kill eveybody that was near me for the most part.... monday i just kept driving by don't ask me why but i did..... tuesday me and courtney hung out and after i picked her up im like do u want to meet devin and ( Read more... )

August 20,2006 ( Read more... )

Okay so right now i am sort of venting and maybe just maybe somebody can help me solve some of my problems. So before everybody knew his age they were like go for it ask him out he seems perfect for you and u seem like u really like him and he seems like he really like you. But then they do a complete 360 when they find out his real age amd they ( Read more... )

So on saturday i worked that was tons of fun then after that i hung out for my mom for a little while and then me and tammy headed up to my dad's. because eddie and devin were suppose to be fixing my car. I called eddie to see if they wanted a coffee and he was like yea i do and then i was like well what about devin and he was like well hes not ( Read more... )

So i am out in the camper cleaning and i come across all of my school books and all of my papers for college and i jsut started asking myself all of these question's am i heading myself in the right direction?...where did i take the wrong turn?... am i doing the right thing moving out of my house?...am i going to go back to college next year? did i ( Read more... )

Sometime I just really wish that I knew what was going on myself.... It seems like everybody knows something and that they just dont want me to be happy or get hurt... Some days everybody is like go for it he feels the same way about you and then there are other days where there like well you know blah blah blah... I just wanna yell just tell me ( Read more... )