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loose hope
im fed up with bull shit. i work hard and get nothing but more problems.im a good person so i think i am. i mean i do my best to be a good person i always put others b4 me yet all i get is problems. every one use to tell me hard work pass off in the end... LIE. ive worked hard and well ive reached the end in this career. and nothing. yet i see my ( Read more... ) -
and yet another sleepless night.
Well im awake again I use to be fine with now sleep but no I don't know. it drives me nuts. im still thinking. So i yeah it in a weird mood. im blank no feeling. Being alive or dead doesn't really matter to me. No im not suicidal. Well at least I don't feel like it. I just have no feeling. Well im gona go try to sleep ( Read more... ) -
repost from past but still stand by it
You grow up together, becoming friends in early to mid childhood, drawn ( Read more... ) -
on your mark get set ready go
well in about 48 hours my life will become a living hell for a week. we are about to hit what is called crunch week. half of the set is still in the shop getting finished and we have yet to get a light plot. my fogger is fixed no i just have to figure out were i have to place my hoses as well as rebuild my dressing room. i got 2 ppl to help me ( Read more... ) -
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well im about to crash im doing 311 tomarow so yeah.. i go up in 8 to 10 days. im hitting the big time... 22.50h here i come. -
and now for another emo moment brought to you buy the letter k
well im agake again. feeling alot better now. i final got some rest after 5 days of little or no sleep. and i managed to shake my cold. i troat is still tender but ehh. and i still have my ear ache but at least i don't physicaly feel like shit any more.i work this morning in a good mood to day. for some reason i have a gut feeling some thing ( Read more... ) -
my horiscope
Daniel!
A focus on getting things in order will soon seem almost trivial. A new enlightened idea concerning how you can go about things will dawn on you. Your life situation improves dramatically.
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i know i shouldn't have but what can you do.
well issac just left. he heart brocken. i hate to see ppl in pain or suffering. esspecially when its a friend.i wish i could go back to when i was 10. back when i was asleep. back to the days when ppl died it meant that they went to sleep for a long time. not how i see it now.i love life so much its not eveny funny i love the world. i mean i wake ( Read more... ) -
lifes a bitch
well this week as been a roller coaster ride. it was fun until now. i rieach the top hoping for a steady ride before i hit another downward slope again.but once again i was wrong. it seems that things get harder and worse every day. but all i can do is try to hold my chin high and hope for the best.but that won't happen i know it won't so i guess i ( Read more... ) -
and yet another hint at something
every morning i put it on. i walk out side and i am gone.and i don't semm to mind any more. i can't think what it was like befor i wore it all the time. in the evening i take it off. but there's another one underneath. and i can't seem to find the bottom of the stack. i might just loose my mind and never get it back.but at least ill get inside. ( Read more... )