ive concluded that there is no heaven or is there a hell. all there is, is darkness. once you life is up thats it. its over, done, finished. at first i was afraid of death. but now i welcome it. each day i wake up hating my life more and more. for every step forward i end up take 4 steps backwards. i feel like i am spinning my tires. and going ( Read more... )

just got home from hit fm... my friend tomy was spining tonight it was fucking dope. ill have pics up if i can ever figure out how to post pics....

good bye el paso hello fremont

its sad when people give up one to to persue another dream that seems to be better than the first.(i am not talking about a specific person im talking in general)ive seen it alot latly people are giving up there dreams because they have to "grow up" it sad to see people trying to grow up to fast life is shot and you only get one to enjoy being ( Read more... )

well now that lonisara is no more. there is nothing left to keep me in el paso. so im moving. so im going. so yeah

whats done is done. there is no turning back. one of the greatest things in life is gone and there probly nothing can bring it back. all the good times from the trip to the hospital looking for our drummer. to the shows with the crowds. they almost had it all but something went wrong along the way. was the egos that did it in or was it the fact ( Read more... )

this post is what pisses me off the most...some call the slackers, spounges, leeches. well i prefer paracites.these are the ppl that use other ppls hard work to get a head in life. what gets me is they alll ways and i mean always manage to get a head while the host( the person who works there ass off hoping to get ahead) end up diging the selves ( Read more... )

I've spent my whole life surrounded ( Read more... )

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hey long time not real post. nothing much going on just work. i found this kool band they freaking rock out. they are called the bravery. neat twist to their music its electo-rock

risk my soul ( Read more... )