And if I ever was myself, I wasn't that night.
TEN anonymous things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
10. I know I don't appreciate you nearly as much as I should. I'm terrified that I will need serious professional help when you die. I love you very much.
9. I depend on you a lot more than you might think I do. Regardless of what happens from here on out, I will always be your friend.
8. I've lost a great deal respect for you since we started college. Stubbornly opinionated is an understatement when describing you.
7. I owe a great deal of who I am today to you, and for that, I will be forever thankful. That said, there are things about myself that I could never ever talk to you about because of how ashamed I'd feel (and no, it's because of you, not me).
6. You need to get over yourself. Goddamn, everyone has problems, yo. Just try to make the best of your situation instead of bitching so much.
5. Your social skills are a bit lacking. You're bad at noticing when people are getting uncomfortable/offended because of you.
4. Sometimes, I think you're a pretty smart person, but most of the time you're just too damn wrapped up in yourself to ever be a good friend to anyone. You do seem like you try to care, though, so perhaps that will change.
3. Fundamentally, there is a big difference between us. You judge people based on materialistic things entirely too much. We're still good friends, but I don't know if it'll last very much past college. I really hope it does, though.
2. You are a sweetheart and I love you for that. You wouldn't harm a fly if you had to, although you did go through a dick phase there. We have great mutual respect for each other, which I really appreciate. A little (or a lot) more self-confidence is much needed, though.
1. It makes me genuinely happy to see you so happy =)
NINE things about yourself:
9. I really, really love playing sports.
8. I would probably die without my friends and family.
7. Also without the internets.
6. I find babies to be adorable. Like, really adorable.
5. I think I'm going to make a pretty good dad.
4. I've come to realize that music is really important to me.
3. Over the past year and a half I've more or less figured out my "type."
2. I've become very picky, probably to protect myself, but I can't really be sure.
1. I wish I were more of a douche sometimes.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
8. Be nerdy.
7. Love the internets.
6. Tolerate my love for sports.
5. Be spontaeneously sweet.
4. Enjoy the outdoors, at least a little.
3. Teach me things.
2. Make me laugh.
1. Be genuinely compassionate.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
7. Girls.
6. My grades.
5. My future.
4. My friends.
3. Sports.
2. My feelings about relationships. (OMGWUTRLY?!)
1. GIRLS.
SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
6. Check my email/facebook/message board/etc. one last time.
5. Brush my teeth.
4. Wash my face OR pee. NEVER BOTH. Never.
3. Change into something comfy.
2. nom nom nom
1. Think. A lot.
FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
5. Sunny.
4. Britt.
3. My dad.
2. My mom
1. You
FOUR things you're wearing right now:
4. My comfy slippers.
3. My favorite Eagles t-shirt.
2. Sweatpants.
1. Boxer-briefs.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
3. Piazza, New York Catcher-- Belle and Sebastian.
2. Casimir Pulaski Day-- Sufjan Stevens.
1. Yes-- Coldplay.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
2. Visit many different countries (NZ, all of Europe, South America, Asia, etc etc.)
1. Have a happy family, yayyyy!
ONE confession:
1. My self-confidence/ego/whatever doesn't waver much, but I'd have to say it's taken quite a few hits over the past year and a half. I need some good things to happen without me making them happen. This is a shitty confession. Fuck. Whatever.
10. I know I don't appreciate you nearly as much as I should. I'm terrified that I will need serious professional help when you die. I love you very much.
9. I depend on you a lot more than you might think I do. Regardless of what happens from here on out, I will always be your friend.
8. I've lost a great deal respect for you since we started college. Stubbornly opinionated is an understatement when describing you.
7. I owe a great deal of who I am today to you, and for that, I will be forever thankful. That said, there are things about myself that I could never ever talk to you about because of how ashamed I'd feel (and no, it's because of you, not me).
6. You need to get over yourself. Goddamn, everyone has problems, yo. Just try to make the best of your situation instead of bitching so much.
5. Your social skills are a bit lacking. You're bad at noticing when people are getting uncomfortable/offended because of you.
4. Sometimes, I think you're a pretty smart person, but most of the time you're just too damn wrapped up in yourself to ever be a good friend to anyone. You do seem like you try to care, though, so perhaps that will change.
3. Fundamentally, there is a big difference between us. You judge people based on materialistic things entirely too much. We're still good friends, but I don't know if it'll last very much past college. I really hope it does, though.
2. You are a sweetheart and I love you for that. You wouldn't harm a fly if you had to, although you did go through a dick phase there. We have great mutual respect for each other, which I really appreciate. A little (or a lot) more self-confidence is much needed, though.
1. It makes me genuinely happy to see you so happy =)
NINE things about yourself:
9. I really, really love playing sports.
8. I would probably die without my friends and family.
7. Also without the internets.
6. I find babies to be adorable. Like, really adorable.
5. I think I'm going to make a pretty good dad.
4. I've come to realize that music is really important to me.
3. Over the past year and a half I've more or less figured out my "type."
2. I've become very picky, probably to protect myself, but I can't really be sure.
1. I wish I were more of a douche sometimes.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
8. Be nerdy.
7. Love the internets.
6. Tolerate my love for sports.
5. Be spontaeneously sweet.
4. Enjoy the outdoors, at least a little.
3. Teach me things.
2. Make me laugh.
1. Be genuinely compassionate.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
7. Girls.
6. My grades.
5. My future.
4. My friends.
3. Sports.
2. My feelings about relationships. (OMGWUTRLY?!)
1. GIRLS.
SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
6. Check my email/facebook/message board/etc. one last time.
5. Brush my teeth.
4. Wash my face OR pee. NEVER BOTH. Never.
3. Change into something comfy.
2. nom nom nom
1. Think. A lot.
FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
5. Sunny.
4. Britt.
3. My dad.
2. My mom
1. You
FOUR things you're wearing right now:
4. My comfy slippers.
3. My favorite Eagles t-shirt.
2. Sweatpants.
1. Boxer-briefs.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
3. Piazza, New York Catcher-- Belle and Sebastian.
2. Casimir Pulaski Day-- Sufjan Stevens.
1. Yes-- Coldplay.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
2. Visit many different countries (NZ, all of Europe, South America, Asia, etc etc.)
1. Have a happy family, yayyyy!
ONE confession:
1. My self-confidence/ego/whatever doesn't waver much, but I'd have to say it's taken quite a few hits over the past year and a half. I need some good things to happen without me making them happen. This is a shitty confession. Fuck. Whatever.