i don't really have the balls to actually put the despicable thing i did in my live journal. so all i'm going to say is that i'm sorry. sorry to her, sorry to any pain i caused, sorry. i hope she can forgive me. i still have deep feelings for her, but i cannot hurt her more than i already have. later days.

confusion sucks. a lot. but my friends rule. a lot.

alright, well sorry about not updating for the weekend, but i wanted to wait till i got my camera back so i could post pics. alright, so friday, me and joe hung out during the day and then we went to west chester to get some skate footie (oh by the way me and joe are starting an extensive skate vid that we will hand out at shows... probably ( Read more... )

what do you guys think of this for a new TDT button design?

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today was relaxing. had work. it's kind of depressing seeing the youth of today in full action... the evils involved with them... but they also have a lot of joy and innocence, which is really refreshing. oh in case you guys didn't know i'm a counselor at a day camp. and benny visited me today while all the kids were leaving, what a sweetheart. i ( Read more... )

today was the first time i hung out w/ the SFS gang in a while. good stuff. went to their shortest bp ever, then went to seans house for a brief view of Kung Pow: Enter the Fist... a movie which I will be adding to my NetFlix movie list in a matter of minutes. then a very fun car ride back to my house. I've decided that Ben is one of the funniest ( Read more... )

boredom is taking over my daily life. had 80 Ds practice yesterday... good stuff, we wrote this amazing ending to a song, i like it a lot. i play bass in it... its fun switching haha... itll probably be hard when we get shows though... oh well. i didn't talk to carrie all day yesterday, that kind of bummed me out. oh well again. TDT needs to get ( Read more... )

ello all. good day yesterday, veeery good day. carrie came over, and we watched Drive and Orange County. good movies. she's the best... definetely the most fun person to hang out with. friday i went to fennarios to view odds against and mundo rojo... man down played, but i don't have much interest in them. it's kind of odd how a lot of kids ( Read more... )

man... WHAT A DAY. ok, so i was supposed to show up at carries at 5... but we thought itd be fun if i came at 2 and we were alone for 3 hours... very good choice. but couldve easily been a mistake if our timing wasn't right. ok, so we have our lil fun alone time (great stuff) and then we are JUST about to go downstairs, and we here *THUD* the sound ( Read more... )

the past two days i've been addicted to local ska. the argyles and six foot smurf have been stuck in my head and on my computer for 48 hours... maybe i should switch to something else. meh. also been feeling super tired lately... but who gives a shit! i have better news!

--^--i'm seeing carrie tomorrow! boo ya! after more then a week of not seeing ( Read more... )