i made it a point not to talk to him anymore. i was doing great. i would see him online and immediatly sign off. his ringer on my phone is silent. i have him on my phone so that i would know that he called and know not to answer. today he messages me and says, just thought i would tell you that i am getting married i already gave her the ring. ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing! My friends came up and we had a great time together. J I was happy ( Read more... )

did you know i love socks?

the weather matches my mood. its raining and humid and i am sad and upset. things aren't going well for me. i should be feeling good and be excited about my friends coming over. but right now things are just not going my way. i feel like a morron for trying to play someone, when i got played instead. i feel stupid for caring, when it was ( Read more... )

Going to give this a try Monica ( Read more... )

Oh this weekend..was nice and relaxing. I did a lot but at the same time did nothing at all. Friday night I went out with the teachers for happy hour to Shady Grove, then went to Planeta with Julie (my intern). Planeta was fun but it was not what I expected. I guess i wanted to hear my type of mexican music but it was mostly bachata, reggeton ( Read more... )

I had the greatest sex in my life last night. it was just great. there was just so much heat and intensity. Amazing...did i mention it was a dream? I have no idea who it was with. i never saw his face, but his body was nice. i don't think it was anyone i knew but it was so nice. it made me wake up a little out of breat. and as much as tried ( Read more... )

Today was seriously the day of hell. i woke up early early early to work out and shower and do all that stuff. i went thru the day real well with the kids. After school had a meeting about a stupid test we have tomorrow..andn then hell started. We need to cover our rooms and empty desks and so on and so forth. Oh my gosh! Seriously...seriously ( Read more... )

i did it. i broke up with him and i feel bad.

shit shit shit shit...is it the guilt that makes me dream of him for three days in a row. do i like him again? i can't have feelings for him. he treated me like shit. he was possessive, controlling, and completely possessed me. yeah there were great times and there was a time when i thought i was going to marry him but that is all three four ( Read more... )