Let Me Just Get This Out

[teachlikeroslin]

I know this place is pretty much dead and I kind of doubt that I even have friends on this anymore, but I'm being sad and pathetic at the moment and need a quick outlet to explore this so LJ it is

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[rachg82]

This is coming from the biggest overthinker ever, but seriously, dude, stop overthinking it. Love, especially the ridiculous early-days love that you can't help so just go with it, comes with a truck-load of hormones & brain chemicals. You're basically just going through withdrawals. So cut yourself a break and count yourself lucky you met her at all, you lucky homo.

[teachlikeroslin]

But . . . but . . . but . . .

It's only been three days! And I haven't actually seen her since the 19th of December (though it was glorious and it almost ruined her holiday because she very nearly missed her flight) so this shouldn't be that big of a change!

I'm just unused to all these feelings. They usually float casually under the surface so having them come out all blatantly like this is unnerving.

[rachg82]

Ha, welcome to being human. Though I do get your shock at being so thrown by her absence. I'd be WTFing over that too, because I always laugh at people in love who can't go a day without talking to each other.

[teachlikeroslin]

She got a random burst of wifi and we were able to text! And she basically confirmed that she's also going through withdrawal, which makes me feel way less pathetic because she's definitely not someone I'd ever consider pathetic.

She's leaving Havana tomorrow and going into the country so the liklihood of hearing from her until she gets to Canada in ten days is remote, but there was a lot in the conversation that made me feel good so I should be able to last on it for a little while.