Can't wait for this semester to be over. (Which it's about to be in a few weeks) THANK GOD. College isn't better or worse than I expected it to be. Just definitely not what I expected. I mean, It's been fun so far (I guess.) I can't tell if I'm just sayin' that cause I feel like I'm supposed to or if I actually mean that. Either way, it's been ( Read more... )

I am pathetically sad sad sad. :(

I have no fucking friends.
None that I get to see.

 I don't want to be another psycho person in your life
& I don't want to be psycho to another person in my life. 
fuck
fuck 
fuck

 http://www1.whdh.com/news/articles/local/12003896232674/friends-remember-teen-killed-in-millbury-crash/

The hardest part about watching this shit is that it's real. :( I can't believe it. :( :'( :'( :'(

I found out this morning that an old friend of mine from Mass died last night in a car accident. :( Sooo fucking sad. :( :'( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( I don't know what to say.... My heart is flooded with sadness. :(
Meg texted me this morning and asked me if I had heard what happened to Eric.
I said "no," but inside, I knew what she was going to tell me ( Read more... )

Trying to write an essay about my long term-goals as a student. Thought this shit would be easy but it's not. 

Something that I've learned so far is how different photographers styles truly do vary. Not even just in the end result, but in their directing style. I prefer people who are more communicative and can connect with me on some level. You know? People that let me know what they see in the camera as apposed to what I see. I've definitely come to learn ( Read more... )

 Lately, my thing has been modeling. It's something that I've always wanted to do, but photography has always been more of my thing. It's kind of cool to see what it's like on the other side of the spectrum. Seeing what it's like for the model. What different poses feel like. What communication from the photographer helps and what doesn't. It gives ( Read more... )

I'm feeling nice and artistic. 

 Sooooo, I'm really liking the new apartment so far. Cody and I have been here for a little over 2 weeks and I think I'm finally getting a feel for the place. I'm not sure how much I like Orlando yet though. Heh, It's busy, loud, people drive like raging assholes, it's sketchy, and I'm afraid to walk outside by myself. It's def. not how I had ( Read more... )