i need a friend...

 god this is killing me, ive wanted peace for so long and i cant seem to find it, its so hard for me to be myself, i keep changing myself for god knows what reasons, im done comprimising myself and my life for what others want or need at the time, im tired of it. ive felt so much pain over the past few days its unreal, i ask myself why do i go on, ( Read more... )

haha so tonight was interesting as always...didnt get much of any work done but i had a somewhat productive conversation with one of my teammates tonight, it started off like this:

BlackSox14 9 (11:04:08 PM): so tomorrow i think im gonna go up to a girl and tell her she has an absolutely breath taking heiny and that i wanna be friends with it
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RHYMED NONSENSE!!!

now where has my heart left me?
dead, in the street,
lord, o lord, y do u test thee
y cant u just help me, set my heart free

please lay me down and put me to sleep,
i lay my life down to u at ur feet,
and always ur wishes i hope to keep
but why does love have to hurt me so deep?

they say that love has no end,
then y do i feel like its ( Read more... )

your actions write the melodies

i am tired!

where is church when i need it??

ok so yeah...physics exam today, three hour test worth 312 pts, not 325 mr krug...i counted because i was so bored...after that i went to TACO BELL and meant to get a number 7 but got a number 1 instead because my mom told me to yell it across because she was on the phone...so i was yelling at the guy telling him 3 people's orders and ofcourse he ( Read more... )

I see some haters grilling ( Read more... )

wow i wanna work the new years party this year so badly, it was so so soooooooo much fun last year and it was soooo funny, but yeah i got to flint hill now and school work is always on my parents mind so its always on my mind...blah ( Read more... )

wow..ive been at alex clark's 3 times this week...i believe that is a new record...and yeah his mom was getting mad at as because we were throwing marshmellows from across the room into each others mouth while we were 'studying' haha..o and then alex totally got raped at Battlefront on ps2...he kept on saying 'joel i have a broken thumb...i cant ( Read more... )

ahh...went to a christmas party tonight...SO many people there, and i was the only person my age, jeezum...but yeah ofcourse im always the last one to leave because i help clean up, and by the way, IT WAS FREEZING, but other than that it was good...i was chanting latin declensions half of the time to get ready for my exam tomorrow anyway. o and i ( Read more... )