i dont want to go to work today. i'm tired of the bullshit. and the expectations.

people expect too much. and theres always drama. and apparently i'm a horrible person.

either i need to like spend all day on craigs list or just fucking get over it.

i'm still in the lou.

i'm actually having a lot of fun. i kind of dont want to go home. i'm just tired of bullshit. i keep joking around and quoting the movie what about bob? by saying this is a "vacation from my problems". but honestly thats what it feels like ( Read more... )

well. apparently i'm supposed to wake up in 3 hours to get ready to leave for st louis?

i'm half packed. my bed has so much crap on it. and i'm hella tired.

ughh and i can never sleep on planes.

hmmm. st louis here i come.

i feel like i could fall down. die and sleep forever ( Read more... )

because every morning before work i decide between going to work or jumping out of my 3rd floor window, since both would bring about an equal amount of pain and misery, i'm trying to list out random shit that currently brings a smile to my face ( Read more... )

once again i didnt do shit this weekend. i just dont ever feel like doing anything. i just want to stay home and watch bullshit on cable ( Read more... )

ugh i woke up at 1pm. fucking midnight harry potter ( Read more... )

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watching this and listening to this song will never fail to make me feel emo.

i have the worst headache ever. and so many other things feel so wrong. dying might feel like this.

i didnt feel like sitting around watching live earth yesterday. so i'm watching all the john mayer performances on youtube. it was pretty good. but when kanye west came out to rap on "message in a bottle" it was such bullshit. it was like 3 stupid lines. and for the next 3 minutes of the song he didnt know what the fuck to do. it was kind of funny ( Read more... )

everything feels out. of. place.