:: Love Is Only A Feeling, But When I'm In Your Arms I Start Believing ::
I've neglected this journal for almost 2 1/2 weeks now, so now it's time for a Massive Update.
SCHOOL
The first month of grade 12 has almost flew by. So far my classes have been amazing. Not so amazing has been my attendance, I just can't keep motivated to go to class if theres no exemption policy. But my marks and work hasn't suffered for it yet, so thats an upside.
I had to drop economics (yes sam, quitter i am lol) in replace of that is oceans 11 which i start tommrow with 2 weeks of work to catch up on. Hurray.
Im so excited for next term. My good friend andrew is in all my classes including offblock. Jordan is in my dfv as well as offblock. So yes, it shall be fun.
Semi is 3 months away. I never once thought i would be thinking about it, but im actually going which is werid. Im going dress shopping soon with sarah which is fun.
The quebec trip is a no go. Instead the guys and i are going on a trip during that week, were thinking camping in pei or somthing along those lines, now that would be a blast, instead of 400$ on a stupid drinking trip with the school, with roomates i'd hate lol
FRIENDS
This became better as the weeks into school continued. So many people i thought i lost, i haven't. Its not like were best friends, but i mean were friends, which is auwsome and i love it.
WORK
Oh my thats a funny one.
I quit gardenview, and got a job at tim hortons. I worked tim hortons, quit it and its massive 400$ paychecks, to go back to gardenview (and my 90$ paychecks) to be at a job i love and with people i adore.
So the moral is, money isnt everything why quit a job to go to one you hate? You don't.
LOVE
One thing has been the centre of my life for the last week and 1/2. That would be tyler
Basically a long story short:
Tyler and i repaired our broken friendship from the summer, when jordan came home he didnt want to be with me if i was still going to continue with jordan in a realtionship. Of course i said i wanted jordan.
So everythings amazing, me and tyler are the best of friends, Then last wendesday he dropped me off and said "If you want to be my friend, you have to leave jordan or i walk away". Well i got pissed after everything we went to we went around in circles. So after an hour outside my house yelling and crying, he gave me an ultimatum and i told him to "walk away".
It hurt a lot, not having a best friend, and it still does i loved him with all my heart. Its funny because right now as i speak were trying to once agian work this out...i can only see this friendship going in circles agian, and i dont want to be hurt anymore.
Now for the real love in my life.
Jordan, who we had our 4 month last week. Our realtionship grows everyday. He's matured 100% and has become everything i hoped our realtionship would become. He's become the real deal and i love it.
I've never been in love like this before, he makes happy extremly. I'm getting his b-day present this week:: yah okay so he's a hot guy obessed with star wars, laugh it up its funny i know. So im buying him the triligy on DVD + a pound of candy, hes going to love it i know.
Yay for love.
SCHOOL
The first month of grade 12 has almost flew by. So far my classes have been amazing. Not so amazing has been my attendance, I just can't keep motivated to go to class if theres no exemption policy. But my marks and work hasn't suffered for it yet, so thats an upside.
I had to drop economics (yes sam, quitter i am lol) in replace of that is oceans 11 which i start tommrow with 2 weeks of work to catch up on. Hurray.
Im so excited for next term. My good friend andrew is in all my classes including offblock. Jordan is in my dfv as well as offblock. So yes, it shall be fun.
Semi is 3 months away. I never once thought i would be thinking about it, but im actually going which is werid. Im going dress shopping soon with sarah which is fun.
The quebec trip is a no go. Instead the guys and i are going on a trip during that week, were thinking camping in pei or somthing along those lines, now that would be a blast, instead of 400$ on a stupid drinking trip with the school, with roomates i'd hate lol
FRIENDS
This became better as the weeks into school continued. So many people i thought i lost, i haven't. Its not like were best friends, but i mean were friends, which is auwsome and i love it.
WORK
Oh my thats a funny one.
I quit gardenview, and got a job at tim hortons. I worked tim hortons, quit it and its massive 400$ paychecks, to go back to gardenview (and my 90$ paychecks) to be at a job i love and with people i adore.
So the moral is, money isnt everything why quit a job to go to one you hate? You don't.
LOVE
One thing has been the centre of my life for the last week and 1/2. That would be tyler
Basically a long story short:
Tyler and i repaired our broken friendship from the summer, when jordan came home he didnt want to be with me if i was still going to continue with jordan in a realtionship. Of course i said i wanted jordan.
So everythings amazing, me and tyler are the best of friends, Then last wendesday he dropped me off and said "If you want to be my friend, you have to leave jordan or i walk away". Well i got pissed after everything we went to we went around in circles. So after an hour outside my house yelling and crying, he gave me an ultimatum and i told him to "walk away".
It hurt a lot, not having a best friend, and it still does i loved him with all my heart. Its funny because right now as i speak were trying to once agian work this out...i can only see this friendship going in circles agian, and i dont want to be hurt anymore.
Now for the real love in my life.
Jordan, who we had our 4 month last week. Our realtionship grows everyday. He's matured 100% and has become everything i hoped our realtionship would become. He's become the real deal and i love it.
I've never been in love like this before, he makes happy extremly. I'm getting his b-day present this week:: yah okay so he's a hot guy obessed with star wars, laugh it up its funny i know. So im buying him the triligy on DVD + a pound of candy, hes going to love it i know.
Yay for love.