i have a boyfriend.
his name is anthony.

i really really really like him.
<3

happy.

the word around the street she likes the smell of cocaine ( Read more... )

i am so exhausted. and sore. and just completely wiped out. i literally need to spend a few days in bed because i don't know how else to catch up on my rest. but i dont have time. one day at a time is not enough. im getting through my days via red bull and coffee. at least 3 a day ( Read more... )

i'd give anything to feel love from a child's heart again.

you know what, i'm fucking glad you went to jail. don't get mad at me for your stupid decisions, i'm sorry you're so mad at yourself and the world that you have to be an asshole to one of your only friends. i didn't drag you into this, you did this all to yourself. so just don't talk to me anymore, we're done.

where should i get my hair done?

I want the stylist to not be afraid to change my hair. The last like 5 times ive gotten it cut, they have barely changed it.. even though i wanted it more dramatically different.

I want someone with an edgy/creative style.

this episode of lost is very upsetting to me.

"I've waited my whole life to feel this miserable. i mean if this is the only way i can stay connected with him then, well this is who i have to be.

i want to be miserable. like, really miserable. because hey, if thats what it takes for me to be happy, then..."

"i dont think ive ever really gotten over it. it kind of defines you, doesn't it? one minute you're gliding along, the next moment you're standing in the rain watching your life fall apart."

and maybe someday we will meet
and maybe talk, and not just speak
dont buy the promises cause
there are no promises i keep
and my reflection troubles me
so here i go

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason, but don't give me choice
cause i'll just make the same mistake again