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[tearful_stars]

I know people are tired of my ranting, which is why i write out my feelings. only in words that i type can i explain my thoughts and feelings most honestly and truly. right now, i'm hurtting. i'm can't seem to find the ground. i feel that everyone just says that they will be there for you, but when it comes to it, no one knows what to do but listen

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[lunedrealms]

I think maybe it might help to talk to a counsellor of some sort (you can find one online or through your family doctor). These issues are bigger and more complicated than I or anyone else can advise on or take action on. It sounds like they're bigger than you can handle too.

There's a lot of big stuff here: a suicidal parent, controlling parents, severe guilt and stress because of all this... I'd be lying if I said I felt any less helpless or confused than you do about this whole thing. It might help to talk to someone who has some actual experience with these issues and some strategies for dealing.

You're right that none of us know what to do but listen and say the things you already know, and I'm sorry for that. All we can do is send you our love and support you in whatever path you choose.

[lunedrealms]

I've been thinking of you today, and I wrote this poem: http://adelaidepoet.blogspot.com/2009/05/sinking.html

It won't help anything, but I wanted to show it to you anyway. Please note that "line" has more than one meaning.