so i decided to clear my head and made it worse. leave it to me ( Read more... )

so im updating again to keep myself from being stupid. so its been less then a month since i did it. and i cant hold of the urges anymore. im sitting here trying to remember the last time i was REALLY happy. it was the beginning of 9th grade. i mean i had chris and jamie and everyone. it was great. then me and jamie started drifting which is my ( Read more... )

so im back to this journal... not much to say. i have this hole im in latley and i like it here. i dont get dissapointed because i expect it now. i know im not a great daughter/friend/sister and i accept it. i just dont get my hopes up to high anymore. and i understand that most of all. im not gonna have the story book ending i want. thank you for ( Read more... )

well heyllo to all who've come to play! this is my new journal...dont like what u see/read? then leave....dont be stupid and start stuff in my sexxayy little journal or ill have to hurt u...severly... haha ill give an actual update later tonight..have fun!
<3 jess