Friday was the funeral. It was weird. I couldn't stop crying all morning, and through the funeral I was the loudest cryer. But afterwards when we got to the pub, it did actually feel a bit better. And to make things even better, Natalie called me her cousin and Caroline said they'll definately keep in touch because we're all still family. I happy ( Read more... )

Things were rather messed up. But now they're not. Sorted :]

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to meI remember I promised to explain about my Grandad. He had an aneurism (put plainly, his heart exploded... *cries*) but it didn't hurt, and ( Read more... )

I think my heart's officially breaking.
x

My Grandad has passed away. He had a stroke earlier today, but was happy whilst it happened. Will explain all later on.
I'm also worried about one of my closest friends, who may be terminally ill.

I have so much to pray about but can't find the words.
xx

Something just hit me, and I'm sat here shaking and almost crying because of it. I'm not a loser.

Today I had a great day. Saw lots of people I really like. As in, I enjoy their company or think they're nice, or just completely care about. I've had three heart-to-hearts. Felt accepted and wanted and genuinely liked. And it hit me that people do ( Read more... )

Sorry, been neglecting LJ a bit recently. Well, was in Coventry all weekend so I have an excuse there. Coventry's beautiful! I took so many photos; made me want a proper camera. The Millenium Place is amazing. Coventry Cathedral is so moving, and such a beautiful building. And I got attacked by a Dalek! Was soo funny hehe ( Read more... )

I know it's because you care, blah blah. But admit it, you're frustrated and fed up? Same as everyone else! You'll simply join the countless people who have promised they'll stick with me through eveything, and then got fed up of trying and putting up with me. But I'm not upset. I stopped believing in people a long time ago ( Read more... )

We haven't spoken nearly all week. Call me maybe? I love you and I really hope everything is okay with you. Stay strong and faithful and know that I am always here. xx

Yerp, made it to one month. And I reckon we're gonna make it for many many more months. Tonight we came home and Benevieve had their first band practice! We played Greensleeves haha. He's soo good at guitar, and I'm pretty average at keys lol. Am soo practicing before the next time we jam twat around ( Read more... )

Last night I was flicking through my lovely new Youth Bible (courtesy of David Wynd) and started reading a little section about depression. It guided me to a verse from Job, followed by a few little questions and things to consider. I meant to read that verse only, but ended up reading the whole book of Job! It sort of opened my eyes a bit and gave ( Read more... )