its funny how you hope and hope things will get better and they never do.. well i know why they dont for me..b/c everything bad that happends to me is my falt..and im sorry im a fuck up ( Read more... )

to day i had a big as thing for choir.. gerr.. i hated.. it was hot.. and smell-e..:P.i was there from 330 to like 10. oh well i wont ever have to do it again..ne how..i just went to wes' house after and watched TV.. not much went on today...:P..nothing much ever does.. but oh well..i have work ont he 8th...money.. i need to get peoples x-mas gifts ( Read more... )

1. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?at home with dad ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to like HIT MY DAD IN THE FACE SO HARD...EWWWWWWWWW HE BUGS ME...

blah.. i hate the peopel that ZHS there so nasty.. :S...lol.. ne how..hmm nothign happend.. had work yesterday.. it was fun.. chrisy the girl i worked with is funny. but yeah other then that.. :P nothing..well.. ummm... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!!!!

i just have to say right now.. i love you so much wesley.. your my baby.and my love for you will never change..you are my air my sun.. you are everything to me..with out my life would be nothing..i dont ever want to lose you..b/c if i ever did i wont want to live..i know im not so good with words. but i try to say what i feel.. and sometimes it ( Read more... )

its like.. its one after a nother.. something comes along to make me cry..and like i dont even mane for things to happen.i dont mean for people to get mad at me.. or ne thing...i dont even know what to say im ust upset now.. im going to go cry...

All you gotta do is just walk away and pass me by ( Read more... )

WOW... when i look at it... everything has gone so fast.. its like i feel like im dreaming.. the other night i was thinking to my self.. man i wont forget when i was like yeah only 11 more years or school and im done.. its going to be so cool.. lol.. and yes i said "so cool"...lol.. i was a goober.. and like.. now 11 years have almost past and i ( Read more... )

well here for a long min i thougth i couldnt get on here ne more.. but today.. i went to go read someother peoples LJ's and found out that i can.. soo..YAYA ( Read more... )