confused, and angered...with myself

[tearsofapixie]

I had a boy friend, Jordan, but him and i are now on a "break". It makes sence though because we really do like each other and hes just really busy during the school year wat with drama and school and dance... yes dance, and so i shall wait until his life gets less stressful and packed with shit to do, idc if its until next summer... i really

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[bloodangelxiii]

Dont go out with me.....ever. Our friendship is too valuable. I hold it above all else. People's feelings are on the line yes. It would be a lie to say they werent. But it is okay to hurt me. I have been hurt in the past, many countless times before, and I will still be hurt in the future. Even though I will be hurt it is okay, because I will not leave you until personally say go away and leave me alone. I will be your friend through Heaven and Hell, and until the end of time. And if I like you.....well maybe it will be an emotion that I might never forget, but you are such a wonderful friend. And I love you for the kindness and greatness you have shown me. You have shown me that it is okay to live again......and that means everything to me.

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[tearsofapixie]

i wasnt planning on going out with u, no offence. but i dont wanna hurt u, even if u do get hurt all the time it makes me feel like i failed as a friend by hurting u. im glad that ive made an impact. sorry for all the stress, Much Luv.