" 'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all. "

Fuck you Alfred Lord Tennyson, you're an idiot

i wish this empty feeling would go away :(

I've been wrong. I misunderstood things ( Read more... )

i'm not doing so well right now.

If I ended up only painting pictures of her, and photographing her, for the rest of my life, I would be happy.

I wish I could tell her that. Someday.

A week ago she said that she wouldn't say things were done for good, but she needed this time to herself. That made me feel a bit better...considering I had no idea how she stood on things.

I miss her so much.

We've had a few conversations, and they went well. But still, I can't stop thinking about her, and missing her.

how do you know when to give up? or when not to? how far can you go on believing that love/happiness will prevail? does heart always know what to do? does everything JUST HAPPEN? or do you make things happen? when do you know when to lose hope. to throw in the towel. especially when you've hoped for so long. is this pain just a temporary ( Read more... )

wow...stop photoshopping your pictures to make you look thinner. i hope i meet you someday to know what you really are.

i think i'm depressed.

having the guys in Brain Drill tell me that those were the best pics they've ever had taken of them is really awesome...even if i figured they would be since none of their pictures are that great haha...but still they're super stoked and that makes me happy.