binged 1700 cals.. purged it all. No idea what that leaves me with. walked home from school. bio test was wicked im guessing 70 at lease ( its hard ok) i feeel way to fat right noow. i want to eat more but after looking at my thinspo folder im kinda rethinking it. No actually, im not i am NOT. I deserve a better body. Im going to go exercise for at ( Read more... )

food - 4 rice cakes ( 140), small piece of cake ( 200), lots of tea ( 40 ) peas ( 60 )

total = 440

studied for hours so no gym .. :( did some yoga ball crunches and pull ins.

Bio test tomorrow that i studied for about 6-7 hours for. wish me luck :):)

weight = unknown ( way to scared)

today' food = 4 rice cakes, 3 teas, 2 oranges. Total 258 cals.

Very pleased. This past ice age had been binge binge binge

walked to school, walked to daniels, walked home total = 60+ minutes

try to do some situps tonight...

school is way to stressful right now. So much pressure.

3 days ago i had a frozen hot chocolate and 300 cals of chocolate...ew. 2 days ago i had 2 coffees. Yesterday i had a coffee. Today i had s/f jello and a coffee. I was just reading a bunch of posts saying how fasting doesnt work because you just gain all of it back.. So nowww im trying to deide on if i should keep my fast going or have some rice ( Read more... )

i ate tons and purged it all.. im counting it as 500 .. im fasting again now. Im goig to keep counting it as day 3 and just see how much i lose ( with 1 binge) in a week. I have fasted a week before but didnt weigh. Fear of scales ( Read more... )

so far today: walked to school ( 15 min) 2 cups of coffee, 4 hydroxycuts ( Read more... )

Got hydroxycut today. Startin fats today as well

intake = 1 coffee = 5
exercise = mom came to gym with me. We went to mixed impact for 30 min, and worked out for 2hours 15min.

2 hydroxycuts today.

omg i woke up this moring so sick. I nearly passed out when i got up.. this really sucks. I'mnot giving up tho. I'm almost at the point where i cant even force myself to eat something. I made a cup of coffe for some energy and i only had 2 sips. My skin is soo dry from dehydration now.. i can see wrinkles on my hands arms and stomach. ew ( Read more... )

intake - 1/2 cup water ( Read more... )

i binged. I had a large plate of greesy fries and fish. bathroom. Come back home..* think im a gonner now anyway" eat chips and icecream. bathroom. friend goes home. i lurk to my room. cry. eat eat eat. bathroom till i see blood. How fun.