ok so my starting weight on this thing was 152. by the end of this fast i should be 137 ( Read more... )

ok so only had 2 hours and 45 mins sleep. For some reason i just couldnt sleep ! i took 8 laxies last ngiht to clear my out for my fast but here it is like 6 hours later and no action ( Read more... )

went to the gym weighed 152 EW not even fit. god. burned 350. went to solarium for 10 min. im so pathetic. Tomorrow i have a blood test that i have to fast for. yay . i have an excuse now how lovely :)

ok so this month sucked! I was forced to go live with my aunt so she could watch me and stuff. At home im always by myself so noone notices what i eat or do. Oh my God I GAINED 10 FUCKING POUNDS!!!! OMG well im home now again so no food at all. NONE. I wonder how much i can lose per month by living on sugar free jello, water and plain coffee.. if ( Read more... )

i binged. thats all i can say. i binged. I purged for half an hour. thought i was going to die when i choked on a noodle.. yeah ( Read more... )

I'm starting fresh today. I woke up at 8:30 this morning and lazed around. i have wokr at 12 so i have to leave soon. im not going to eat anything for how ever long i can last ahah. i hope i can do it.

soo forget the fast. I had a fight with mitch.. well not a fight.. i dunno.. hes been different. I dont think he really loves me. I dont know. It all lead to a huge binge. Im such a pig. Like i have a pizza in the oven right now that i plan on eating every single piece of it. I think tomorrow i will have all the soup i want same with the next day ( Read more... )

Just home from school :) it was such a long boring day. I felt really weak too. I was constanylt bumping into people and i cant walk in a straight line. My friedns even noticed how out of it i was. oh well im still doing great on my fast and it is going to stay that way.

today's intkake: - soup (50)
- crystal light ( 5)

total 55

today was pretty. School was long had work till 8:30 after school. Work was exhausting. * good exercise * haha. I had a sip of milkshake at work but thats it all day so im not going to say i broke my fast. I'm going pretty good and feel like i can do this forever ( Read more... )

just got back fomr my friends house wating underworld. good movie. I only went on DDr for 40 min cause i got really bored ahha. I weighed at my friends house too

144.5 eww i gaind like 4 pounds from the 2 binges grose.

gone to go cleaning now and the homework.