but it's okay now. the feeling has evaporated. =) and i cannot tell you how glad i am about that. no longer is this dagger being twisted around in my chest. sure the memories will never cease to haunt me.... but i know that i can get through it. i know that i dont have to put up with the pain any longer.

thank god it's spring break.

i hate it here. i want to leave.

stop hiding things from me. it's time to come clean. right now.

i really hate you right now. i really hate what you do to me. i really hate what you've been doing to me. for a whole year. i really hate what you can do to me. i really hate how i seem to not have any control over it. i really hate how as much as i try to run away, you keep me tied up. i really hate the fact that you dont even know what you're ( Read more... )

do you KNOW what today is? do you UNDERSTAND what today means??

do you?

i dont know. somebody just tell me.

either kill this feeling or inflame it. but i need to know which.

what are your intentions ( Read more... )

last spring break, i spent every possible moment with you.

do you know what monday is?

i want it again

how can i not miss you like i do?

i wanna come clean.

thanks zach.

i need someone to confide in. to always confide in. someone who wont change the subject. someone who will talk as much as they listen. someone who wont judge me with my need for attention. someone who will always be there at hand willing to help me through. someone who wont take what i have to say personally or offensively. someone who will ( Read more... )