i have an insane amount of homework, and i know that i should get to it, but Death Cab has got me all mellow, and talking to a boy has got me all happy, and i am just in too good of a mood to let crappy work bring me down. maybe another day, or another week...

all those times i feel like God's not listening, and that God doesn't care, i realize that it's me who isn't listening.

as long as my life is not as bad as Job's was, i can be reassured that ( Read more... )

what's the point in tring, all you get is pain ( Read more... )

i've decided why we're not together. i lack self-control, and if i was ever with him, i would make desicions that i will regret (but much later in life, because right now my vison is blocked by his massive biceps...) and i know that i'll give him anything he ask for, even what he doesn't diserve (as if he has to do much to evarn it)

i can't stop hurting everyone. i'll shut up and kill myself and leave all of you alone. or maybe i'll do what i really want and dissappear to dance barefoot in the mountains in Austria. either way, i'll try to leave and make you happy

i had such a shitty day.

It started off awesome, i touched DJ Shockley's hand and i talked to a sexy georiga football player. but what's it called, we had to carry heavy stuff, and it was crappy...

but i got a lot of empty bottles of liquor (they were pretty)

WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!!!!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!!!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!!
WE'RE GOING TO PLAYOFFS!

i love you. tell me you love me too.

Reliant K concert tonight!!
so awesome, so much fun. Amy is so cute, but she almost died in the pit...

yay Jesus

after five years, we finally broke a straight win streak. I really am not happy about this colorguard. i know that it's my fault too, but some of these chicks didn't even care. don't be like "oh well"!!!!!!!!!! i really am pissed, i feel like we have a chance to redeem ourselves during winterguard, it's not like there's anyway that we can restore ( Read more... )