Why is it when i have the most perfect of perfect days
you can magically find a way to ruin it
you arent even around and you ruin it
Im sick of it, all you ever do it bring me down
I cant have anything right.
I cant do anything right.
Its stupid
and your immature blocking me like that
i said I dont care if you dont buy it someone else will
you arent the ( Read more... )

I always seem to miss home.
I can't deal with seperation well.
Everything is back in beloit.
Though I do have a lot here in Milwaukee.
sometimes i feel like i shouldnt be here though.

I'm broken, even if you can't see it.
 

I just spent the weekend in milwaukee
with the boyfriend
It was pretty awesome except my kittens never really leave us alone.
Somehow i end up feeling depressed even when im not
I can imagine being with certain people for a long time
but still be like...what if?
it sucks...

get out of my head.
I dont want it in there anymore.

So Im pretty sure all is good
I move in a couple of weeks.
Just my cats and i.
The 8-9 my bestfriends and billy are coming up to MKE to just chill in my apt
my parents gave me a car, which is a big plus because now I dont have to depend on a ride.
Its just going to be me,
which means i can do what i want on my own time
For me that pretty much means ( Read more... )

Are you psychotic?
i never text you.
you text me off the wall, harrassing me.
texted 3 times? more like 300 a fucking night.
1 message? no more like 5 mesages all of which are saved
Im the crazy one? I DONT call you
YOU are the only one who has ever called me
I dont call people.
So why would you be special?

btw I didnt change my number, I was just seeing if ( Read more... )

I wish things could be done differently.
Words could be unspoken.
Emotions could be left unfelt.
I am very happy where Im at right now.
Although I am sorry the way things went.
I just dont deserve all of the blame.

I had based a lot of things on "us"
but now thats not a possibility.
I gave up.
and I gave up for a reason.
Multiple actually.

Though I found ( Read more... )

You can say whatever you'd like about me.
Because I know it isn't true.
My bfs don't hate me in fact I rarely date.
Why do I rarely date?
because of assholes like you.
I don't need a relationship to be happy unlike you.
I was perfectly fine before you came a long.

But everything is going perfect now that your gone.
I have my own car, my job, my animals, an ( Read more... )

Guess my journal is becoming friends only/private! ha! so guess that means i can write about whatever i want and those who i dont want to read it cant.....but oh well that just makes it all the better because its my personal business about how i feel ( Read more... )

I also forgot 1 more thing
Dont waste your money on cigs
if you dont even inhale!
:)
Good day sir!
I SAID GOOD DAY!
 

Your immaturity makes me giggle.
1 I am not fat, your just idiotic.
2 i would NEVER want you back
3 Not after EVERY mean thing you said
4. You put the blame on EVERYONE but YOURSELF.
Truth is if you think every one is out to get you, and women are evil.
they all cheat on you or leave you.
Maybe it has nothing to do with them.
Its probably you.

Girls cant ( Read more... )