stop. let go ( Read more... )

my tummy hurts ( Read more... )

p.s.

if yall wanna know wat i drempt about ;last nite, it was that evan broke up with me and his new gf was pregnant and later she had her baby and he was holding it and i was crying and some girl was tryin to kill me and i was crying for him to hold me.

i woke up crying. on the couch. ummm excuse me. i dont cry over boys. thats just josh koli.

i just watched the music vid for "jesus walks": kanye west and just fuckin burst into tears for some reason. i do not kno why ( Read more... )

i dont remember what i last wrote. ive been sleeping for a long time now. i went to bed at noon after taking aleve and awoke fully at 7 when i got up, attempted to pretty myself up with a hot washcloth and some makeup remover. brushed my teeth. i blobbed on some lotion, which i am now realizing my obsession with a baby soft face, and decided to eat ( Read more... )

i highlighted my mom's hair ( Read more... )

i kno so much, stacy
any gossip comes through me
all you must do is ask.
lol.
all your secrets are locked in my head.
i always review and contemplate.
i always review and contemplate.
fun day.
i love kissing evan.
his lips are so soft.
i wish all yall could kiss him.
i wanna pass him round like my prostitute.

okay ( Read more... )

"Shut Up": simple plan ( Read more... )

damage and ruins
lost in the sewage
feelings of lonliness
overwhelming
lost and confused
totally used
i've come to terms
that this is my life
feeling your body
makes me so hungry
almost cant keep
control of myself
you make me feel
amazing
desired
just wanna get you
into my grasp
take me away
so far from here
if you're with me
i'll be okay