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[teasdale]

I've had another one of my up and down weeks. Lost a couple of days to the liquid morphine and sleep. I was supposed to have a visit from one of the women I used to work with on Tuesday but had to cancel because I was in so much pain. I did talk to her on the phone the next day, though, and that was almost as good as a visit. She filled me in

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[laciann]

It's been an honour and privilege to be a tiny part of this journey with you. Thank you so much for sharing it with us.

[teasdale]

Thank you for reading and for all of your encouragement and support. ♥

[grey853]

I'm glad that writing about this has helped you. I hope it continues to do so. I know it's not been easy for you, but I appreciate you taking the time to share.

[teasdale]

It does help, in many ways. Thank you for your kindness and always being there. ♥

[dujour]

I'm glad to hear you can take whatever you need to deal with the pain. A cool summer sounds perfect to me. I hate closing the house to turn on AC.

I was thinking about your answer about the kitty getting more cuddly - she's growing up. Miss Paisley is doing the same thing. While she still won't let me hold her, she will come lie beside me at night.

Yesterday, though, I seriously insulted her. I still have that big ol' black blanket on the bed because our nights have been going to the low 60s. I leaned into the bedroom door and tossed a sweater onto the bed - RIGHT ON THE SLEEPING CAT. Tortie on black in dark bedroom? I didn't have a chance. I thought about it just as the sweater left my hand and hit the light switch just in time to see her shake the sweater off and give me that awful "You, too, will sleep at some point" kitty stare of doom.

[teasdale]

Ut oh, not the kitty stare of doom!!!! heh

I really hadn't thought that Zoe might just be finally growing up, but she is going on 4 years old now. Maybe she's mellowing out a tad? Lately she's been trailing me like a dog. She gets up every time I do and then walks slowly right in front of me. I have to kind of guide her with my cane so she doesn't trip me up. That's all I need is to fall over her.

It's still up in the air as to what is going to happen to her. I've been trying not to think too much about it, hoping that something will come up. A friend I worked with says she will find Zoe a home so maybe.... I put the request out to the Universe. Now I'm just waiting. It's hard, though. I think I worry more about this than anything else that might happen to me. *sigh* But I want to believe that the right thing will happen as it's supposed to.

[bestlaidplans1]

thinking of you, tea

[teasdale]

Thank you. *hugs*

[south_wind]

*Hugs*
I think about you every day.
I'm glad you do fairly well and take it day by day.

[teasdale]

Thank you. I'm still hanging in here, living vicariously through your gardening posts. If I can't plant any more flowers, at least I can think about you and yours. It helps. :)

*hugs*