well im sitting at rachels house we just got done watching some movies...Girlie movies it was a nice night I miss spending time with her definitely going to have to do it more often and her new baby girl is so so cute.....I miss bryan havnt talked to him much today and havnt seen him in a few days....I know im not supposed to miss him but I just ( Read more... )

Why is it that almost any situation any conversation or any song makes me think of Karlnell...What is it about him that wont let me let him go....Why do I have to feel these things for him it would be so much easier if I didnt feel things for him...I just want some of the hurt to go away. It hurts so much seeing him and knowing he isnt mine or ( Read more... )

Well Im feeling better somewhat today. I seem to have some of my energy back!! I just have no motivation to get out and use up some of that energy. I need to get off campus today im starting to go stir crazy in here....Finally have my car back from all my friends lets see if they left me any kind of gas? Still trying to figure out what I want to do ( Read more... )

Well I spent most of the day in bed sick.... I hate being sick!! I turn in to the biggest baby! I want my energy back!!! Im so tired of fighting with brittany I dont know whats happening to our friendship. It seems that im not as important as the numerous guys she is meeting. Who knows I just want us to work things out she is my best friend of ( Read more... )

The last week or so has been an interesting one. Meeting Bryan has brought about many changes in me most good...I am starting to realize who I really am things I like dislike. And am trying to change the things im unhappy with...I am ready for the summer sure im going to miss everyone here like crazy but I need a break need some privacy back in my ( Read more... )

Well im feeling a lil sleepy today...its just because I cant seem to stop talking to Bryan....He is so interesting and I love chatting with him.....Also Thank you so much for being there for me last night it ment a lot and Im sorry for the way I acted please know that is not me....I think im getting sick now to ewww...loosing my voice how horrible ( Read more... )

Everything seems so crazy right now im in the middle of some personal changes trying to figure out who i am and what I want from life...I have some amazing friends who have been there for me thank you so much. I met one of the most amazing people about a week ago who has opened up so many things in me I could never thank him enough. Bryan your one ( Read more... )