My life just keeps getting better and better. I am now stuck in Sierra Vista, for those of you who don't know what that is it is the small town that I grew up in, for a while more. I have been here since Spring Break. Yes I said that right I have missed three weeks of school. Let me tell you the whole fiasco. Matt and I came down here the ( Read more... )

I read Blash's journal and found this test and it hit pretty dead on and actually helps explain why I've been so depressed lately. What do you guys think ( Read more... )

Okay my life has gone from bad to worse financially. I thought that I would be able to get Matt and me moved out of here soon so that I could breath. Nope, the loan got declined because my parents are worse with money than I am. We can't get our car fixed, my financial aid is still going to be determined by my parent's income from last year. I ( Read more... )

Okay I hate lows. I feel really sad right now because I have a show this week and my job is being a bunch of dumb (insert vulgarity of choice here) and I can't really stand it. Plus I barely am going to get to see Matt. I really hate this beacause I usually love it when I'm on a show but there has been a lot of problems with this one and I can't ( Read more... )

The absolute hipocrasy of it all. Matt's parents won't talk to me ( Read more... )

Well, I was looking forward to getting to see my family by them coming up here for the Fiesta Bowl Parade but their car decided to act up and they didn't. I will be working for the next three days with what I think is bronchitis. My kitten is no where to be found and I won't really see my fiance for after tonight. The fried that I would be ( Read more... )

Ok. Ummmmm. yeah...I like show up so randomly it's funny. Ah Christmas. My boy and I are engaged now and are going down to my parents' house for Christmas tonight. It's just like three hours to drive but it's after I work from five to eleven. I have most of my shopping done. I just have to buy my boy some weapons that I want to get him. ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!! I am now an employee for Blockbuster!! I have job!!! I am so happy. Best part is it is like six and a half miles away. I have a job!!! I will have money!!! I will be able to take my boy out and buy cards and stuff!!! Plus free movie rentals and game rentals!!! I win!!! Woot beyond all wootness!!!

Here's the deal. I hate my body at this time of the month. I get all grumpy and I can't tell so if you see me around and I snark at you forgive me I don't realize I do it while I am doing that. To the bowling. Last night me and some friends went to this Saturday night bowling thing. It was okay at first. I mean we had to put 6 people on one ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little better after getting a shower. My OCD was squicken hard that made the day seem worse than it was. I also got a good nights sleep. I feel a lot better. I took a nice long bath that also soothed my nerves. I also got some yummylicious food in me. I also now have some money to live on and I got a full tank of gas to get me ( Read more... )