with my new layout *beams* take a peek! <3

goodnight, finally.

so i didn't sleep much last night, and i haven't been sleeping well in general from being sick. and NOW i can't sleep, and i'm restless and i feel like an unglued irrational lunatic. it's like i missed my chance to sleep or something, my body's like "fuck you, you're too late". oh my fucking god and i have had a headache from hell for an entire ( Read more... )

last night was fuckin great fun, aside from one fat dumb ass. *MY POLAR OPPOSITE* the psycho. anyway the show knocked me on my ass and we all got wasted and had a good ass time. BUT it feels so good to be home... i went w/ meg to her new job, and didn't get to see corey til 8. i slept like shit last night because the bed was hard as a rock!! which ( Read more... )

i'm woozy.... too much choclate.

no one wants to pick up my night shift tomorrow. no fight paris concert tomorrow night *le sigh* society continues to embitter me! -bastards-

work was a piece of cake ( Read more... )

where did all of my energy go..

i am the luckiest girl on the planet. i am with someone who makes me so crazily happy, he's the brightest light in my life. when i think about where *i was* last year, it's scarey. i just get a cold, lonely flashback (things w/ parents and other bullshit). i am just so geuninely and steadily happy right now ( Read more... )

it's time to believe in mircles... because my room is clean! spic-and-mother-effing-span *whew* it's amaAZZing. you should see it. i took down some of the shit on the walls that just didn't fit me anymore (justin timberlake posters, random xmas lights) and hung up a one of those cloth lamps i've had for forever. i feel very peaceful *beams* and it ( Read more... )

i THOUGHT i was supposed to work this morning, but when i got there and my name wasn't on the floor plan...yea. it was somewhat relieving and somewhat irritating. either way i felt like shit so it was good to just have some chill time to myself ( Read more... )

the weekend has been mighteh interesting, to say the very least. it had it's share of conflict, laughs and drunkness ( Read more... )