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[technochica]

I have never felt so alone, so screwed up, so alienated in my entire life. I don't think I've ever cried this much either. This pain is unbearable. I thought today would be the answer to all of my problems, it turned out to be the start of the worst of them. My parents think there's something emotionally wrong with me and they want me to see a

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[dmilanflash]

DON'T under any circumstances see any mental health professional. If you do you will NEVER be able to get insurance once you are off of your parents plan.

PEACEMAKER

[futileanimosity]

Thats not true, my sister has been seeing a mental health professional and she was fine off her parents plan.

(I love you Marianne! Hang in there babe)

[futileanimosity]

Ill never drop you marianne, I love you babe. Gimme a call if you need to talk, seriously. Or if you want to get out n go to the coffee beanery its all good.

Love you!
<3April

[technochica]

Thank you so much, babe! I love you too!! The "girls' day out" today really helped me to vent and getting everyone's input made me feel a lot better... and a lot less alone. Thanks for the support, and for never letting me down!!

growing up

[sweetkitten3]

Marianne, I know I never really talked to you as much as I would have liked to in school, but I want you to know that it seems like you're just growing up. Pain is part of the process but you're a smart girl who is caught up in the stress of what it's like to figure things out. Believe me, what you're feeling is normal, but you need to be brave and remind yourself that you are strong, unique and beautiful. Maybe I'm missing something, but by what I've been reading (or maybe it's just wishful thinking to be a good example to a sister I never had) you remind me a lot of, well, me. I started all over and still don't know exactly what I want. I also felt pain like never before as soon as I made that change. Please talk to me (if you want to) I would love to help you out, hun. *hug*
~Katherine

Re: growing up

[technochica]

awwwwww... kat, that was so sweet! I'd love to have an older-sister type to talk to about my problems, I think it would be better than a psychiatrist! It's also good to know that what I'm feeling is completely normal. Thank you for the support, it's also good to hear from you again, old friend, it'd be nice to hear more from you!

I love you!

[anonymous]

Marianne,
Under no circumstances could you ever be a bitch. You have one of the biggest hearts out of anyone i know. You care so much about everyone its amazing. I'm so sorry to hear that you feel so sad, but things will get better, i promise.
~Antoinette

p.s. sorry i missed you phone call last night, i wasn't in the room and i forgot my phone. If i get home at a reasonable hour i'll call you tonight:)

Re: I love you!

[technochica]

Antoinette, you are one of my dearest friends, and this is why! You always know just what to say to cheer me up, although I don't understand how I can amaze you when you amaze me with your kindness!! I know everything will be good in the end, it was just really hard to see any light at the end of the tunnel last night. Thank you for your concern, support, and listening abilities! (lol)

P.S. I hope you deleted the message I left you, I sounded like a blubbering idiot!

NOOO!!!!!!!

[cl_of1504]

Who ever is making u feel this way should have the shit beaten out of them.. u are one of the best people i know.. from roose to band camp.. u never let any one down and evn if u do it was probably not on purpose.. if there is anything i can do let me know..i wanna be there for u like u are always for me!.. ps. if this is about miss minor.. SHE IS A BITCH! bay-beh!

Re: NOOO!!!!!!!

[technochica]

Roose Rockets til the end BAY-BEH!!!! Hehe, seriously though, thank you for your words of encouragement! I never really thought you held me in that high of a respect, it's very touching! *wipes tear away* Well, thank you for the offer, and I may take you up on it soon!!