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This is really getting to me, my looks that is. And how I take pretty good care of myself, and yet I’m still a little fat, and my skin isn’t all that great, and I have a pimple on my lip. I’m a good person, I’m nice, and I care about people, even the ones I don’t know.
I don’t do drugs, or drink, or do any of that shit, but here are these kids who have sex with random people, do lots of drugs, and drink. They think they are all hot shit, and they all talk a shit about each other behind their backs, and all they are all skinny, and have perfect skin. I don’t understand it. Maybe I’m doing something wrong?
I know I’ll never be 6’0 and model material, and I can live with that. But what is really pissing me off, is all these kids that are shitty people, and ugly in the inside, are what is considered pretty, and beautiful, don’t really deserve to be pretty.
Another thing that really grinds my gears is that I hang out with a ‘friend’ and usually I end up buying us some food, and she never has any money, but when she goes out with her other friends, and they go to shows, she has the money to get in, and buy shit. I don’t understand that. And I don’t like moochers. So I don’t think I’ll be seeing her anymore.
For my birthday, my Grandmom, who has NEVER EVER EVER given anyone anything that’s hers, gave me a necklace that her mother had given her. It was rather emotional, and I actually cried. The necklace has three roses that are carved out of ivory, which apparently you can’t get anymore, and it’s just beautiful- not to mention over 90 years old.
Anyways, I’m going to go shower. I’ll post pictures of the haircuts I want, and the necklace later.