tedark1

Life decision or childish dream?

tedark1 Dec 05, 2006 02:10

Ok this is a hard one. Funny enough it is also something that has been nagging at me for, oh let me see 10 or so years now..... Yeesh, I've been thinking about it so hard and so much these last few days I've not only made myself sick a few times, but tonight I completely went color blind for a good minute or so. *La sigh ( Read more... )

nani?

tedark1 Nov 25, 2006 00:41

Need more money for more anime........badly x.X ( Read more... )

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tedark1 Nov 23, 2006 04:58

I have no words that can explain my feelings truly and fully. I have to way of expressing my sadness. Nor a way to tell my joy in all its honesty ( Read more... )

Well let me see....

tedark1 Nov 20, 2006 01:49

Wow. Went back and read almost all of my posts and damn if I'm not depressing. To be honest some times I think it's better that I never have a girlfriends because I know I will always drive them away. I'm a freaking bundle of misery all wrapped up in depression like a present boxed in 5 or 6 boxes and then duck taped shut with a whole roll. Meh ( Read more... )

eureka 7 & midna *^_^*

Nope the is most certainly full

tedark1 Nov 05, 2006 10:39

I've been stressing. For a few weeks now. Non-stop to be honest and I know it is causing me hell physically and mentally. So to try to aleave some of this I am going to our little gym here in the apartment complex and I am going to beat the crap outta a punching bag until I can't lift my arms. Then I am going to come back to the apart and yell/ ( Read more... )

Fucking hell!

tedark1 Oct 31, 2006 09:45

Tried to get credit so that I could get that new bike I've both wanted and needed for so long, and looks like I was beaten to the bunch. Looks like the Department of Defense or who the fuck ever I have to deal with has destroyed my credit ( Read more... )

GOH RAMIT

tedark1 Oct 26, 2006 00:08

All I wanted to do tonight when I got home from work was to scan my pics I drew earlier on today and play with them some before I went to bed.

My luck....

Scanner won't work, and all the crap from yesterday rolled over into today.

I'm going to sleep and just giving up for now.

IT has begun

tedark1 Oct 25, 2006 11:07

Well I've contacted a lawyer and am waiting for him to get back with me when he gets off the phone. We shall see if I am in deep dookie or if the government is just stupid.

Forget depression

tedark1 Oct 24, 2006 12:09

Yea I was all depressed for all of less than a day. Then I got severely pissed off with everything that is going on ( Read more... )

Severe depression

tedark1 Oct 22, 2006 01:36

Long story short, the federal government fucked up on getting my mail to me and now I have to pay the government back for college in full by Teusday in the amount of $34,014.56. If I am unable to pay the amount in full by that date I will be brought under federal prosecution and can expect the perminent cencelation of any and all federal aid until ( Read more... )