I am feeling balanced out now, I am still learning to control my emotions again. It is difficult, and a learning process... one I didn't think I'd have to repeated
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I never meant to upset you mike. I know that the distance and catching each other on line is a problem these days. I also know that I cant call as much as I want as it is too expensive, I cant afford it as a single mum. My new relationship is not getting in the way of me talking to you or anyone. Having a child who has a progressive problem and is going to be permanently disabled is......another with a broken arm is.....trying to finish this goddamn degree so that I can get out to work and support us is....keeping house and paying bills and dealing with my own health is. I dont want us to fall out. I really dont. guess I am just stressed out completely. David is my priority call atm, he has to be. I cant imagine you would expect me to be any other way. I made a crass joke, I do that sometimes.It was badly judged, yes, burt was not meant maliciously. I guess the ball is in your court now.
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My new relationship is not getting in the way of me talking to you or anyone. Having a child who has a progressive problem and is going to be permanently disabled is......another with a broken arm is.....trying to finish this goddamn degree so that I can get out to work and support us is....keeping house and paying bills and dealing with my own health is.
I dont want us to fall out. I really dont. guess I am just stressed out completely. David is my priority call atm, he has to be. I cant imagine you would expect me to be any other way. I made a crass joke, I do that sometimes.It was badly judged, yes, burt was not meant maliciously. I guess the ball is in your court now.
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