Well yesterday was kinda kool, cause it was my 17 b-day. Also i spent the whole day with Barbie. Somethings happened(long story and i am going to hell for it.lol) Also i was supposed to get my ear pierced but i got in trouble(^). And i talked to heather, mandie,becky,and barbie online to try and cease the beef. Thet wont happen ever i think ( Read more... )

Well I am finally pissed about a lot of shit. People piss me off so much. Like some people are so fucking ignorant that it makes me sick! How cold people say dumb shit that is so retarted cause they dont have anyone. Or even worse say racist ass shit shit that is soooooo fucking imature and childish. They better hope i dont find out who it is ( Read more... )

Well this weekend has been real confusing for me. Yesterday I went to work and it was such an easy day. And then i came home and and chilled and shit then Barbie came over and brought me some hot-cross buns ( Ilove her so much and that was so thoughtful). Well she stayed for a while and we talked cause we have not really done that in a while. Well ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was a long day, but it was ok and not ok. First i woke up to do the trash, then went back to sleep then i woke up to do chores (how fun), then i went to wendy's. Called Barbie and talked to heather. Finally i went to the university of michigan to see the coach and the players practice (coach carr is really cool ( Read more... )

Well i guess it will have to be the longest day of my life. Nothing really happened today. My only highlights where talking to Heather and talking on the phone with Barbie for 3 hours 12 minutes and 37 seconds..lol. So i guess my b-day is comming up and i guess i will be finally turning 15. j/k. 17. Also i finally understand what Barbie is talking ( Read more... )

Sorry I missed yesterdays journal but i was kinda too lazy to do it. Sooooo yesterday i finall asked Heather out, and guess what......she said YES!!!! Yay! Also yesterday me and Barbie had a good talk. So now it comes to today. After school i had a track meet and i was kinda nervous because i thought i was not going to do good but, I did great! I ( Read more... )

Well finally i dont know whaat is going on anymore. I have never been so confused in my whole entire life! What do I have to do. Maybe I should just give up because i now know that she doesn't want me. So maybe i should just be the old me. No girlfriend and just be the guy a girl could talk to. If later on that happens...then it does. I would like ( Read more... )

Well it has been awhile since i have writen in my journal. I kinda missed ya. Well anyways alot has happened since the last time. Well first me and my friends are crazy funny and we have a lot of fun. Next I have messed up a little in school. Also I have found someone who cares about me and I feel the same way. Also to add to that we might be ( Read more... )

OK. Now I am getting a little fire burning inside of me. It's time for me to do what I have to do. I guess I have come to realize that I am the only one will help me and I am the only one who will listen. Thats one reason I have to keep myself in shape and lose weight to stay alive longer (also for the ladies lol). I will listen to what people have ( Read more... )

Sorry i missed yesterday's journal. But anywho.. life is so crazy. I think I did something bad, but I think it was good. Atleast now I know how she feels. Thats why I am so happy. I was wondering why she would ask a question like.."do you still have feelings for me?". I didn't want to answer at first but, I promised her that I would on the phone ( Read more... )