Hung out with George today. Played with boundaries.

It was really hard.

Read that any way you like.

wow this user pic is MAD old ( Read more... )

First day of class at Ai ... and I loved every minute of it. It feels refreshing to be studying something I have passionate interest in. Tonight I had color theory ... we did an introduction game that involved imagining what color we felt our partner's aura was. We also had a bit of lecture and went over what value is. Really interesting. I ( Read more... )

in a city called Tracy, i think of your name, my name, coupled with the fantasy that we would have travelled with each other sometime in the future ( Read more... )

i sat on the curb eating a vegan black bean tamale with jalapeno salsa and thought of my aunts and tfc and eventually my father. i stepped into the our lady of peace church on the corner of first and cedar.

i made the necessary motions for entry into a catholic church, but i know they were only triggered by a nostalgia buried deep somewhere in my ( Read more... )

Tonight was one of those nights. Simple. Beautiful. Full.

At one point during the night George had me pinned to the Heart Chakra wall, which is ridiculously symbolic in so many ways that it’s absurd, really. Though the blue wall would’ve made more sense, i suppose source has its reasons.

We met downstairs tonight. I woke up to a call from Jonathan ( Read more... )

A - Available: studio apt. w/ a gaslamp view.
B - Best Friend: TaRs, UG, Jay, Gay Jon.
D - Dad’s Name: Antonio Cruz Sta. Ana
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Jay, Antoinette, Michael.
F - Favorite Food: Too tough. Veggie/Vegan mexican, asian & italian.
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: gummy berschen, dipped in chocolate.
H - Hometown: Pagasa City.
I - ( Read more... )

“They say deaths happen in three’s. I wonder if abrupt and painful changes work the same way? Then-single Matty has his Steve now. A quick visit to Fullerton is now in the midst of a possible journey to Washington.

But for what purpose? To confess? To profess?

I thought I’d rid myself of the notion of possession once I graduated high school and ( Read more... )

i find that its 1am too often. i look up from the pages of a book and wonder how time applies to imagination and where electrons go when they jump from one orbit to another.

the latter fascinates me a great deal, more than i care to admit, because of the endlessness of the possibilities and the absurdity that lies in attempting to enumerate them.

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Dyke March was yesterday. It was pretty fuckin awesome. i know i've been gone from this journal for so long. the turn of the new year is my most recent memory of these blanks squares, these invisible lines ( Read more... )