everything is great.

i hope it rains.. i really fucking do.
im hanging out with jon after work and i cant wait to see him.
i saw him for a bit last night but he was drunk off his ass..
so it didnt count.
he has been acting funny, it feels like hes not end to me.
but i could be thinking to much, because thats what i always do.

i cant wait to get off work and see him. <

i found this cake song.. i didnt even know they did a remake of I will Survive. Cake is awesome. puts me in a good mood ( Read more... )

why do i let myself get this way... why did i ever have to fall for him this hard... i wish sometimes i never met him. I know that sounds mean.. but its harder to let go of the things when your in love with it ( Read more... )

halloween ended up turning out fine. It was unexpected i must say. I went over to my friend Joe's house where he had everyone come over and chill. Jon came over there.. with the help of my invite. I'm glad everything is all boiled over with Marco and what not. Not like him and I hated eachother or anything.. you would think it would be a little ( Read more... )

so today is Halloween. How exciting, well i was ( Read more... )

Last night was great. Jon really did make it up to me. It didnt take much. It really was just Him and I last night. We played video games, ate pizza with the family, and chilled. I know it doesnt sound much..but thats all it took for me to have a good time ( Read more... )

ehh.. as you can tell my last post i was pretty much in a bad mood.// everything is better now, he always finds a way to make things better.

tonight i dont know what is planned.. so you tell me?

last night was everything i expected to be. I knew the minute jon wanted kenny to come along on our date everything was going to change. The best part of last night would probably be when i got to see alexis, oh and the movie. Everything else was a let down. As usual i eneded up crying my eyes out. I felt so unwanted by jon and kenny... they wanted ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and i couldnt even make it out of bed. I told my mom i wasnt going to school. She got pretty pissed and told me that i miss to many days,But i still continued to tone her out and sleep. I called jon this morning... of course all i got out of him was some mumbles. The only thing i can make out was "im tired and i miss you ( Read more... )