Arg.

[teenage_hustler]

All of the friends are getting into all of the relationships and getting all of the married and having all of the kids.

I want that to be me, dammit. All I have to show for my efforts are a date with a man more desperate than I am, with whom I felt so deeply uncomfortable that I still feel dirty when I think about it.

So fucking unfair.

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[blackestfaery]

There are days when I feel the same way, but then, there are other days when I appreciate the fact that I can go anywhere without having to consider someone else.

For myself, I think that's why I have a problem committing to a relationship (not to say that guys are breaking down my door-far from it, actually). I haven't found that I needed someone else yet. Not to the point that he makes me want to rearrange my priorities, anyways.

I can give you the canned "it will happen when it happens", but I'm also a firm believer in taking matters into your own hands. Have you tried anything new that would get you out there and widen your circle of friends?

[blackestfaery]

I'm sorry. I'm such an ass. Haven't said anything in months and then all of a sudden come out, guns blazing.

How are you, G?