So, whatever. Life's just gonna show you constant dissapointment. I'm not trying anymore ( Read more... )

& I think the highlight of my summer was watching you walk away.

He left me for another woman.

You said you hate my suffering.
& you understood.
& you'd take care of me.
You'd always be there.
Well, where are you now?

I'ma just break my silence real quick here, to say that life is the lamest excuse for shit that I have ever laid eyes on.

Okay, I'm quiet again.

But I'm thinking about updating once & a while.
Despite the fact that 3LJ@Y is

hi.

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?
aside from everything.

the fact has come apparent: i cannot, indeed, do anything right. i screw up every little thing i attempt, & honestly i've lost sight of the reason in trying. every single thing i say, no one even tries to listen anymore. & trying to make myself presentable for the day? FORGET IT. & trying to get him ( Read more... )

is it just me or
is every day sucking since the 13th.

life is a tragedy. the end.
♥

[EDIT]yea so the other entry was before i knew that shauna & meghan were gone. if i had known, i would not have posted it because it would seem to be self-centered given the circumstances. [/EDIT]you know what? Things happen wayy to fast around here. & you know what else? though it ( Read more... )

i think i'll make this a once a month kind of thing.
because obviously, i have had a huge lack of updating, & i can't keep up with it all. besides, myspace has pretty much taken over the world, so i doubt that many people will read this. not that anyone did in the first place.

i hate school.i think that it may have been better before they ( Read more... )

The passed few days have been grand.

On Friday, Sam was supposed to come over, but unfortunatly that didn't work out. But, that night, Trehub, his little brother Matt, & Jeremiah came over & we went BAT HUNTING. Need I say more? My dad was giving us tips on how to do it.."You wrap a ball into a white shirt, & throw it. When the bat follows it ( Read more... )

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