Torn

[teenageboy]

Friday night Nushrath messaged me online saying how she wants to meet up and everything. She also tried to explain why she disappeared since last year. Practically everyone lost contact with her, because she went into hiding - like a hermit. No one heard from her for months. I tried to call her a few times but I couldn’t get through. Her

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[falciform_ruin]

Hey. I hope it isn't too weird that I bookmarked your journal an eon ago because I found you in one of the interest category things. I'm Adam (Adham). Don't hate me, please? Anyway, I'm bored out of my mind, so I spontaneously decided to click on this link and read this entry.

In my opinion, you should do your best just to forget what happened and renew your friendship. That's what friendship is all about, right? I mean, everyone makes stupid mistakes--even the same stupid mistakes over and over again--but you have to forgive and forget sometimes, I think. And hey, if you're worried about being hurt, forcibly let her know that if she ever abandons you again, you're not going to be so forgiving.

I hope I helped a little.

Nice to meet you.

[teenageboy]

Hey adam,
nice to meet you too.

Thanks for the advice :)
I do miss her at times.

[forever_soul]

i miss you all the time...
and i still cant bear not being your friend anymore..
i tried to keep form contacting you..
but i really really miss you...
and i can see you need someone..
i knowyou have ppl.. But i wanna be there for you.. and i can tell you from the bottom if my heart i never ever ever wanna abandon you EVER again...
PLEASE <3

[forever_soul]

i know ive hurt you a lot..
many times in fact.. only cuz im a selfish wretched person..
and during my.. hermit days.. i did a lot of inside self searching..
and all i can say is.. i really miss you, and you were one of.. if not the greatest friend i had.. im an idiot to fuck that up.. but i really did have demons of my own that.. really cant be explained...
ARGH..

please.. just one time lets talk.. and abotu that thing.. that i brought up and shit.. im really sorry and im glad you found your true sexual identity. im not like that anymore.. that cold hearted bitch..
please.. just one more chance..