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[teenagedreamer]

bah...feel so sick. Lastnight was so terrible. I stayed up for hours having panic attacks. They were the worst panic attacks I've ever had. I was having uncontrollable seizures all night. Today I was so anxious and depressed. Poor Kelly, I called her lastnight and had a panic attack while I was talking to her. She said she was going to come over

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[k9soul]

Jordan, you need to get on your meds and get that back under control. It can really wreck your life, speaking from experience here, and I'm sure you know that anyway. Once you get older it'll start messing with your physical health too, if it's not already. It can be dangerous, it really does make you feel like you want to die at times, just to escape it. You get desperate to get out of that "trapped/drowning" feeling and that's when some even turn to (bad) drugs or alcohol. Take care of yourself... I know you're not taking it lightly but I just felt I wanted to really emphasize how important it is that you do something to help take care of yourself.

[teenagedreamer]

Thanks Jessica, my problem is that I have no idea where my meds are. I went to the doctor yesterday and I should have gotten another prescription but my head was so messed up I didn't even think of it. I don't know how my meds just disappeared but I have been wondering if I've been sleepwalking lately..that would explain it..I feel so terrible.

[k9soul]

Hope you're feeling a bit better today Jordan. Been thinking about you.