hey it's friday night and i am getting ready for a party clit and ricky went to sac and hawk is on house arrest it's nuts i dunno my honey has genetal warts thats not cureable fucked up she is such a great person how could karma do that to her i am upset i am also going to oregon for somedays woot aren't we stoked i am oh well i gotta get ahold of ( Read more... )

well i went to school today isn't that great yeah anyway this has already been a random crazy day cliton was rocking my semi- water/soda logged nurses costume and then we woke up vince went to the meeting and saw everyone went to school smoked and came home with mearl clit left with mearl the kids are at school kami is at an appointment and randy ( Read more... )

it's a good day kami got an impalla a brand new one it's fucking fatty 20 in pentagram rims on the 06 impalla bitchs what what me and zach are discussing college several but mostly in oregon kiezer not because i hate tillamook and all that it stands for like some people but because reno makes me crave a city and i want to be close to tony and lance ( Read more... )

glass slides slipping quickly like sand ( Read more... )

okay no school jakes uncles have his phone and i asked holly if he cared there won't be a reply i can tell already because there never is i love holly but i feel even her going farther away from me it's probably my fault i get stupid sometimes and let go most of friends are used to it and let me have my space but some of them don't undestand and ( Read more... )

so every night i have these crazy dreams like really weird shit and i can't make any sense of it i don't wake up upset or anything just aware you know fuck i am tempted to call and ask if i matter to him to ask her and them because i want to know he loves me right oh yeah he loves me enough to never call or ask about me enough to sleep with my best ( Read more... )

Wisper wishes in the dead of night ( Read more... )

I walked into 7-11 and the guy working there looked me over like everone else does like a piece of meat i was tired so I smiled at him and walked on moving slowly I didn't have a reason to be here except that there was no where else to go i decided to see how much those eyes following my every move were seriously interested I opened the freezer and ( Read more... )

This time I couldn't breath 
It hurt to think 
My heart was breaking
And I stood there laughing
I always wore hate better then happiness
Happiness takes more it's harder to keep up
The phone rang, he left,and I lit a camel wide
Whoever was calling didn't see the point in leaving a message
I was 17 and I couldn't cry
My apartment was as empty as my bottle
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Last Alcoholic Drink ( Read more... )