If I Die Im Diein with a Smile on My Face

[teenagez0mbie]

I think Im just gonna take off today...

I dont feel like dealing with my problems today.

I know,real mature of me right?

Comments

[b11a2]

what do you mean take off? like, leave somewhere?

[teenagez0mbie]

Yeah Im going out to Hollywood today

[liebedich4ever]

that's what started all this in the first place...

you can't keep doing this to your self. I've gotten to the point where I really don't give a shit any more, so at least I've put my self in a place where you aren't doing it to ME any more...but that doesn't mean I don't care about you, or about what happens to you...and at some point in your life, probably when everyone around you has decided to put them selfs into a place where you cant do it to them anymore, you'll wake up and realize it.

....sorry, but I'm not wasting my life waiting for that to happen.

you don't want to talk to me? you want to run from me? and hide from me? and hide from this?

-fine. I'll drop it. I'll leave you alone. I'll leave it all alone.

....but you can't keep expecting me, or anyone else to come back and trying again....

[morbidpixystick]

i actually dont think that is imature, we all need a break from reality sometimes

[liebedich4ever]

yeah everyone needs a break. but when your entire life is a break......that's when the situation changes

[2bethere4you]

i am here for you if u want to talk
even though i dont know the situation or anything
i have been at a point where i just wanted to leave and never want to deal with things anymore
if u need me just call
love ya

[teenagez0mbie]

Thanks Stef,I might call you guys this week and ask if I can crash for like a night.Or like next monday or something

[2bethere4you]

you are welcome whenever you want
even if u just want to hang out for the day
i have my new car so i can come and get you or watever

[teenagez0mbie]

Sweet
Your the greatest cousin ever

[heroes__end]

I understand the taking a mini-vacation part, but couldnt you pick somewhere with less trannies?

[liebedich4ever]

hahahaha. I love you dustin!