So last night was extremely shitty. Lets just put it this way. I did some coke,and that was NOT a good choice...And then I saw Andrew and Amber making out...I dont think Ive ever had such a strong urge to kill then that...I had about 4 panic attacks in one night...Well so much for her then. I feel so fucking sick...

WITHOUT WARNING! LIGHTING STRIKES YOU IN THE DARK! IN THE DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

DEADLY SINNERS!
DEADLY SINNERS!
DEADLY SINNNNNNEEERRRAAAAAASSS!!!
ENEMYS OF METAL!
YOUR DEATH IS OUR REWARD!
TAKE ONE LAST STEP BEFORE YOU DIE!

So yesterday was pretty shitty. I failed the menu test, gotta retake it tommrow. I threw a party for Amber's birhday at Nil's and she breaks up with me after the party. I started drinking at 8 today and I cant get to the school today...This is gonna suck...

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So, things have been alright lately. Ive got a job interview at Red's BBQ today, and Im really hoping I get the job. Ive been really on edge though. I dont know, maybe its the stress of everything I know breaking around me, maybe its just the worry of the interview coming up, but Ive just been really paranoid and on edge. I tried Ecstasy on ( Read more... )

So Im living in between Camerons Joes and Ambers now cause I was kicked out on Sat. I need a job, because I need money. I need a real place to stay for a while. I need a ride out from Newburry park today

...To lose someone you love, just because you choose to live a differant lifestyle and there parents cant handle that...

So, after all that has happend today I just would like to say this...

...I love you all...

Dude,fuck you.