I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit,
I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
Deranged, confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string
so what the fuck I got to lose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me ( Read more... )

Hey everyone my birthday is in a couple weeks,and if you guys love me you'd put your money together to get me this

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So Life is...Depressing to say the least. I dont know why though,I mean I have fun just about everyday and I chill with my best friends all the time. I just feel...empty I guess. I dont know, maybe its just a phase. Theirs alot of things that I need to talk about with certain people but I never will because Im a coward. I cant deal with my problems ( Read more... )

So this weekend as interesting to say the least.

Friday: No pirates. Bowl and Breakfast. Girl of my Dreams...Kinda. Fatburger. Dustin went home. Ryan. Nils. Cory. Amber. Ryan drunk off his ass. Nils stoned and drunk. Cory and Amber high as hell. Cory went home at 4 in the Morning.

Saturday: Leave at 11. I drove from one end of Simi to the other. ( Read more... )

So...You may be wondering wtf happend...I stopped caring. Thats what. I didnt want to be friends with you. With him. Not after all that shit. FUCK that...And yeah,I know I put you through all that shit, and I basically left you all alone and all that other shit you say everytime we do this. Im an asshole. I need to grow up. I need to be more mature ( Read more... )

So yeah this morning ruled! Went to Dennys with Dustin and Pia at 1:00. Being in an indie film has never been more fun! Talking about following GWAR and whatnot. Waterguns and growing worms. Hot Chocolate and Metal Wails all the way home. Skipping and talking with Dustin. It was all awesome. Ive never felt so awake with only 2-3 hours of sleep in ( Read more... )

Im a fucking dumbass

 So yesterday was fun.  Amber came over around 1:00.  We left to pick up Pia at 1:30. We ended up driving around Simi for about an hour, getting supplys and money and whatnot. Then we finally got to Hollywood. Walked around. Ate at Hooters. Met a cool Juggalo Nigga named Gohan. We decided to go to Venice. Amber bought some cool looking beach shirt/ ( Read more... )

Single White Male looking for group of friends to go to Hollywood today...Let me know if your interested