THIS WEEK BLOWS.

i have an ear infection & i've been out of school.
i missed all-county jazz auditions because i was sick.
i failed my road test!!

ugh, I SUCK A BIG ONE.

i can't believe it's 2008 ( Read more... )

how crazy is it that it's almost Christmas?

i really want to see my best friend Christina for Christmas.
that's all.

my mom is making me gain weight because i am underweight.
now i have to drink ensure, and eat highly caloric food all day long.
i am so annoyed, but i just want to be healthy. :)

 college = STRESS!
I can't wait until my auditions are over with and my applications are sent. I want to get out of NFA as quickly as possible ughh.

this is a( reason )

i take so many things that seem so little for granted.
i have a mother who loves me unconditionally.
i have a roof over my head.
i have food to eat.
i am getting an education.
i don't have any life-threatening health issues.

all of these are luxuries to some people, and i take them all for granted. it's terrible.

i miss ( this )

everytime someone tries to get close to me i push them away.

summer is ending & i still need to enjoy it!