Today i started contract at school. which means i go in once a week get packet work and turn it all in the next week. I have like .80 credit to go, which should take me like a week to do ( Read more... )

my dad left for mexico today. 2 weeks, house to myself, light responcibilities, 200$.

sighhh. good times.

i just overheard my dad talking on the phone to someone drunk ( Read more... )

hmm well my car wont start. so i guess im not going to school today ( Read more... )

This is the letter I could not sleep till i wrote lastnight ( Read more... )

lastnight i hung out with friend since elementery and ex girlfriend of freshman year, miss emily peters. shes an awesome girl, i cant believe i went so long without chilling with her. I was very suprised shes a smoker, although kind of new to it. I had alot of fun ( Read more... )

alright well. I took apart my PS2 and got it running finally. But now that its finally up and working i cant find one fucking store in a thousand mile radius that will sell a fucking PS1 memory card. Whatever happened to old school gaming is cool you fuckers. spend the 3 dollars and carry the goddamn memory stick, its your job ( Read more... )

well my first 2 days or so on my own have been surviveable ( Read more... )

Alyssa leaves for inpatient today ( Read more... )

lifes so boring lately.
everday the same thing.
no drugs.
no new people.

this isnt the life i want.
im fucking seventeen.
this should be the most exciting time of my life.

i know what i need to do.
i just cant. i cant.