So it's been a long time

[teenytinytina]

I used to write in this every day.  Everyday I would write some kind of nonsense about what I had done - silly trivial things that went on some kind of neverending loop.  It was very simple, my life's always been quite uncomplicated.  But now I don't write at all.  Because everything still seems trivial.

I don't want things to seem trivial.

Comments

[fractalamalgam]

here's a simple routine that helps me when I feel disconnected (and that happens rather often)

- check to see if there are people I care about
- if no, happily live in cold isolation for a while without having to deal with feelings
- if yes, make a short list of some who come to mind
- go give them hugs (replace hugs with low-effort act of caring of choice)
- some of their (hopefully positive) feelings rub off on you
- voila, you feel happy stuff.
- repeat when feelings wash out.

hi ahmet :)

[fractalamalgam]

it's good to know that i'm not alone.

and i definitely appreciate the "replace huts with low-effort act of caring of choice" :P

Re: hi ahmet :)

[fractalamalgam]

oh, that's me tina. i'm not logged into my own lj? what's up with this computer...