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Being an Adult....
When it comes to being an adult, my parents always said it's not easy. It's not that I didn't believe them, it's just that no one can really prepare you for life...Recently, I found out that my transcript was never sent from my college to Evergreen, where I'm praying I'll get in with a good enough scholarship that I can actually go. I'm scared that ( Read more... ) -
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God damn it. I just found out that my Aunt died. I'm so sad. I have no idea how to really express how I feel. I founf out over aim, by my mother, who has lately just loved to be the bearer of bad news to me. Yesterday, she told me my Grandpa had some serious health problems. Why does she must always kill my spirit? The worst part of it, though, is ( Read more... ) -
My Brother...
The Day ( Read more... ) -
Old poem I found....
Oh such nervous thoughts that run through my head tonight ( Read more... ) -
College...
I have long decided that The College of New Rochelle is not for me. At one point I was so depressed I almost gave up on college altogether. But now I'm sure I want to remain a college student and receive a degree. The issue with my college is it's lack of a community, or at least a lack of a sense of community ( Read more... ) -
Turkey Day
Turkey Day=Yeah!!!! Okay, I shouldn't have to say it, I love the way my family cooks. Mounds of butttery mashed potatos, homemade gravy, broccoli and cheese sause, homemade stuffing (FUCK STOVETOP), and all sorts of yummie pies.....pumpkin pie, apple pie, coconut custard pie, chocolate pudding pie, yum yum. Let's just say I was full. It was so good ( Read more... ) -
Went home for the weekend....
Well....I went home for the weekend. I don't know why my emotions have been crazy lately. I had not planned on going home for this weekend, but I had been having extreme attacks of depression. I had been just so sad that my lives could not mesh. I feel like I truly do live seperate lives. I have my original family: my dad, my step-mom, my mom, my ( Read more... ) -
Life in General...
Things in my life are finally starting to slow down again, thank God (or gods, depends on how catholic I'm feeling). My family and I, or at least my sisters and Sally and Daddy have seemed to patch things up. I don't know whether they're just trying to please me right now so I'll come home or if they truly care and are starting to see me as more ( Read more... )